Post by bunny killightly on Dec 14, 2011 21:09:21 GMT -5
Its been almost a year since this site was set up to replace I suppose what was once an incredible site (The Zones, we shall never forget it) that had started to fall apart due to lack of Admins mainly, as I would see it. Myself and Burbank set up this site to give those leaving the old site somewhere to go. A lot of us that were unhappy towards the end, wanted our characters to continue developing. And so Killjoy Transmissions was developed.
It was a team effort from a lot of 'veterans' as Volume would call us. And for the most part it was fun to explore our characters again, in new ways. But all good things are good in Moderation it seems for me.
You will have noticed my absence from the site over the last little while. This is because as we developed our characters, we developed our friendships off the site. For me, because I got to know people away from the site, I found Toxic, unacceptable, in some ways poisonous attitudes from certain members of this forum (outside the forum) that is making my job as Admin so difficult and my Enthusiasm towards the site disappear. Other people from the site are such amazing, amazing people who I will Love forever.
I regret that due to that minority that make me uncomfortable to be part of the very site I developed and love so much that I am announcing that I am out! This world has been an incredible journey for me and I dont regret a minute of the last year of my life as a killjoy but due to increasing pressures in my real life, as a revolutionary socialist and the increasing overdramatic BS from certain members of this site I have decided to call it a day completely. I just havent got it in me anymore to deal with some of the personalities and it is bringing me down. Its hard enough to argue against the whole world establishment without petty, stupid arguments from here to deal with too.
My characters as they stand: Skeets and Black Mariah will go out in a blaze of bullets. Fire Angel, if you want to take over the character of Boots you are more than welcome to. Believe me the stories I have planned for them are, as always, Epic and written for your reading pleasure (should you wish to read them). I write my best when depressed and those of you who truely know me will know the impact the last few weeks and months have really had.
For those who wish to read Bunny's full Biography which has taken me a long time to write, I will of course allow you to see it. It is almost a full book at this stage so good look with it. To be quite honest, I never thought anything like it would ever come from me. I am so proud of what I've achieved on this site, especially with Bunny. That character has saved me So many times over the past year. I never had any belief in my writing skills or believed that I had any more creativity left in me until I joined the site. Thanks to every person who played a part in that.
I wish everyone the very best of luck on the site. I hope it does for you what it did for me. IA, I love you very much and I will see you soon :-)
As I know the pressures of being an admin, I don't want to leave Arson on her own to deal with all the pressures of running a site. For that reason, as my last act on the site Red Havok and Volume Virus will be your new moderators alongside Arson as full Admin and I may pop in and out to read the threads as there is some amazing talent on this site but I will completely stop posting by new year I expect (I know that will give some of you emense pleasure at that news). I've disabled the comments because I'm not really good at goodbyes. Plus some of the comments I expect to recieve I dont really wanna deal with.
This is how I'm feeling right here, right now at 2am on a very wet and windy night/morning in Cork City, Ireland. Who'd have guessed that this little Dublin girl would stumble onto a rp site (My first time to rp) and feel so passionately about it, become an Admin of a site to keep the magic going. I never thought I would have the honour to know let alone write with so many talented people.
And now I'm repeating myself. For my American friends, If you are still interested during the summer, I'm sure I'll see some of you then. My British friends, I know where yas live now so I have the ability to haunt yas when I'm over there haha. A lot of my thoughts are scattered slightly and there may be more that I would have liked to say. In all truth I am simply drained.
So Long and Goodnight my friends,
All my love and respect
~Bunny signing out for the final time
x
It was a team effort from a lot of 'veterans' as Volume would call us. And for the most part it was fun to explore our characters again, in new ways. But all good things are good in Moderation it seems for me.
You will have noticed my absence from the site over the last little while. This is because as we developed our characters, we developed our friendships off the site. For me, because I got to know people away from the site, I found Toxic, unacceptable, in some ways poisonous attitudes from certain members of this forum (outside the forum) that is making my job as Admin so difficult and my Enthusiasm towards the site disappear. Other people from the site are such amazing, amazing people who I will Love forever.
I regret that due to that minority that make me uncomfortable to be part of the very site I developed and love so much that I am announcing that I am out! This world has been an incredible journey for me and I dont regret a minute of the last year of my life as a killjoy but due to increasing pressures in my real life, as a revolutionary socialist and the increasing overdramatic BS from certain members of this site I have decided to call it a day completely. I just havent got it in me anymore to deal with some of the personalities and it is bringing me down. Its hard enough to argue against the whole world establishment without petty, stupid arguments from here to deal with too.
My characters as they stand: Skeets and Black Mariah will go out in a blaze of bullets. Fire Angel, if you want to take over the character of Boots you are more than welcome to. Believe me the stories I have planned for them are, as always, Epic and written for your reading pleasure (should you wish to read them). I write my best when depressed and those of you who truely know me will know the impact the last few weeks and months have really had.
For those who wish to read Bunny's full Biography which has taken me a long time to write, I will of course allow you to see it. It is almost a full book at this stage so good look with it. To be quite honest, I never thought anything like it would ever come from me. I am so proud of what I've achieved on this site, especially with Bunny. That character has saved me So many times over the past year. I never had any belief in my writing skills or believed that I had any more creativity left in me until I joined the site. Thanks to every person who played a part in that.
I wish everyone the very best of luck on the site. I hope it does for you what it did for me. IA, I love you very much and I will see you soon :-)
As I know the pressures of being an admin, I don't want to leave Arson on her own to deal with all the pressures of running a site. For that reason, as my last act on the site Red Havok and Volume Virus will be your new moderators alongside Arson as full Admin and I may pop in and out to read the threads as there is some amazing talent on this site but I will completely stop posting by new year I expect (I know that will give some of you emense pleasure at that news). I've disabled the comments because I'm not really good at goodbyes. Plus some of the comments I expect to recieve I dont really wanna deal with.
This is how I'm feeling right here, right now at 2am on a very wet and windy night/morning in Cork City, Ireland. Who'd have guessed that this little Dublin girl would stumble onto a rp site (My first time to rp) and feel so passionately about it, become an Admin of a site to keep the magic going. I never thought I would have the honour to know let alone write with so many talented people.
And now I'm repeating myself. For my American friends, If you are still interested during the summer, I'm sure I'll see some of you then. My British friends, I know where yas live now so I have the ability to haunt yas when I'm over there haha. A lot of my thoughts are scattered slightly and there may be more that I would have liked to say. In all truth I am simply drained.
So Long and Goodnight my friends,
All my love and respect
~Bunny signing out for the final time
x
Yes, I'm still running - sort of. But it is lonely out here. Haven't seen anyone else for a while.
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