Post by Stellar Manx on Sept 13, 2011 19:56:51 GMT -5
(For those of you who wish to know the complete background, here it is, I just didn't feel like putting it here: www.killjoycommunity.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=killjoybios&action=display&thread=5 )
*Radios out* Those out there who are still alive from the good ol' days, you know me, you know this twangy accent. Doesn't sound so upbeat anymore does it? Oh sure, I still go all goofy and crazy, but not like it used to be. It takes quite a bit nowadays to get me going. Now my child-like humor has turned more cynical. Who else wouldn't when their fiance was killed, their baby miscarried, their second true love vanished, one their greates allies killed herself to save others, and he closest partner from a long time ago is now BLInd. Up until those last two bits of news, the other bits were the reason I retired. I went to the house you could say. But, those last two news, they're what brought me back. I still got another mission in me yet. Feels just like yesterdee I was out there livin it up, not taking anything seriously, everything was going good, just some skirmishes here and there. We truly thought someday we killjoys would win. We would beat BLInd. That's what this "war" is about right? What the hell then? Nothing comes from this but nothingness. We will never win, and yet neither will they. It's an endless cycle until the world itself changes. I'm not on this mission to save the world, I'm on it to at least try to save a dear friend. Maybe that's how someone will win, if we just try to live it one day at a time, save it one person at a time. However it goes.... Either way, I'm not in it to win it... I'm in because what else do I have better to do? A lot of things actually, but anyhoo, this is Stellar Manx everyone. My show 9-1-1 is not up and running at present, and it probably won't be anytime soon or ever again. Sam is not with me, nor my horse. Just me and Chuckles. Just me and God. See ya soon...
*Radios out* Those out there who are still alive from the good ol' days, you know me, you know this twangy accent. Doesn't sound so upbeat anymore does it? Oh sure, I still go all goofy and crazy, but not like it used to be. It takes quite a bit nowadays to get me going. Now my child-like humor has turned more cynical. Who else wouldn't when their fiance was killed, their baby miscarried, their second true love vanished, one their greates allies killed herself to save others, and he closest partner from a long time ago is now BLInd. Up until those last two bits of news, the other bits were the reason I retired. I went to the house you could say. But, those last two news, they're what brought me back. I still got another mission in me yet. Feels just like yesterdee I was out there livin it up, not taking anything seriously, everything was going good, just some skirmishes here and there. We truly thought someday we killjoys would win. We would beat BLInd. That's what this "war" is about right? What the hell then? Nothing comes from this but nothingness. We will never win, and yet neither will they. It's an endless cycle until the world itself changes. I'm not on this mission to save the world, I'm on it to at least try to save a dear friend. Maybe that's how someone will win, if we just try to live it one day at a time, save it one person at a time. However it goes.... Either way, I'm not in it to win it... I'm in because what else do I have better to do? A lot of things actually, but anyhoo, this is Stellar Manx everyone. My show 9-1-1 is not up and running at present, and it probably won't be anytime soon or ever again. Sam is not with me, nor my horse. Just me and Chuckles. Just me and God. See ya soon...