The Hotel Bella Muerte

[agentafter]

*i walk out from behind the bar lighting a smoke*.. hay everyone.. whats goin on (sorry bout bein gone so long everyone.. my interwebs has been down... but im am back =])

[Firebird Freedom]

*I look over to agent* Airs is still depressed. she thinks it doesnt show but it does. *I let out a sigh* any more of those flashbacks?

[agentafter]

no... not so far.. i think they have stoped for now

[Black Airs]

*I look over at agent and birdie and smile sadly remembering what it was like to be with des* Hey Barkeep! Pour me one of the strongest you got! and keep them coming! *the same as I do every day drink myself into oblivion*

[Firebird Freedom]

Airs... Dont you think that is a bad idea? *I look at her concerned this has been the pattern for the last few weeks* You are driving yourself into the ground. Its not going to help him.

[agentafter]

ill pour a small one for ya.. you can have another later *i take out a small glass and a jar of moonshine.. i fill the glass and slide it across the bar*... there ya go.. the finest moonshine iv tasted

[Black Airs]

*I feel a pang of anger and guilt when i realize what Birdie says is true* What do you know! He left us. he didnt have to leave he chose to leave! he left me! After that fall that you caused I dont even feel like myself anymore! I dont know who I am with out him!

[Firebird Freedom]

I... Im sorry about that ok! you know i am! *I run out of the bar so neither of them can see me cry* I didnt mean it... *I un knowingly start to count the ceiling tiles.

[agentafter]

birdie!!... *i run after her i see her in the hall and slowly walk up to her... i want to say something but i just sit next to her and hold her around her sholders*

[Firebird Freedom]

*I almost ignore agent as I continue to count the tiles on the ceiling* Its coming out again agee... BL/i me... she wants to come out... I feel like I have no control and everything is spiraling downwards.

[Adrenaline Angel]

*I hold onto Blaze, crying a little* please don't leave me and don't let anyone else leave either *I bury my head in his chest.....when was the last time I hated someone leaving me? A year ago? Two years ago? No....I had hated it since BLI had ruined my life. I couldn't let Blaze be torn from me like everyone else had been*

[Firebird Freedom]

Who said I was going to leave you? I didnt. *I wipe her tears away with my thumbs* you know you are prettier when you smile. lets keep it that way. *I start to tickle her* if I go anywhere adren you are coming with me!

[agentafter]

*i wrap my arms around birdie* im here.. ill do everything in my power to keep your mind here.. with me..... *i start to remember my sister again.. i want to have her here with me... with my friends... these people i have come to love... the girl i will always love...*

[Adrenaline Angel]

*I start laugh, squirming a little* Blaze! Quit it! *I keep laughing, I love Blaze. He makes me happy*

[Firebird Freedom]

*I stop when i see tears starting to come to her eyes again* There! now youre smiling lets keep it that way! no one else is leaving us and the kids and Des will be back soon. *I hope* Lets go see what airs and the others are up to.
*I turn and hug agent* I know agee... I know its just hard to focus some times and then i start to count the tiles and she starts to come back... I hate it!